Where should I go?

Where should I go?

My mother never cared me. I cared my mother. My three sisters never cared my mother. Before my engagement, I told me mother to see the girl who was going to be my fiancee. But my mother didn't go to see her. My mother used to come Kanpur, Delhi and Noida to meet me. My mother used to disturb me at office time. She used to tell me on mobile that my father is about to sell the new home. Whereas the new home was made my grand father. What should I write about my mother? Whatever I will write about my mother, that will be little bit. How can I go to my home? My blood will boil on seeing my mother.

In the beginning of 2008, I got offer letter to join a Singapore company. I had to join on 7th January 2008. I didn't go there. Because my maternal aunt told me that she will arrange my marriage. But after cancelling job of Singapore, my maternal aunt changed her decision. How can I go to home of my maternal uncle? My blood will boil on seeing my maternal aunt.

For marriage, I hardly got 2 to 4 proposals. But my sisters were trying to cancel those proposals. They never considered that I'm the only grand son of my grand father. If I don't marry, vansha of my grand father will be finished. Their eyes were on the property of my grand father. After leaving my job, I used to live inside room in Noida. My elder sister came to Noida and forcefully entered my room. I fought her.

I was working in a software MNC Quark Media House, Mohali. Three girls Richa Aggarwal, Priyanka Sabharwal & Mita Baxi mentally harassed me. They wanted me get arrested in sexual harassment case.

On being mentally harassed, I joined software MNC Canon India, Gurgaon. Before joining, the company told me that it will give me 6 lakh CTC. But in offer letter, the company declared gross salary of 535,000 Rs (495370 Rs fixed + 39630 Rs variable). CTC was not mentioned in the offer letter (Whereas the previous and next companies declared CTC in the offer letters along with gross salary.). When I calculated, I felt that the company was giving me CTC more than 6 lakh. But when I joined Canon India, fixed part of the gross salary as mentioned in offer letter became the CTC in the appointment letter. This was done by HR executive, Ragini Goyal. It was cheating. But I never paid attention on the appointment letter. They salary hike. Then bonus plan. On bonus plan, when I paid attention of the CTC, I found CTC less than 6 lakh. It was a joke.

After this, I joined Artech Infosystem. Salary in Artech Infosystem was clear. But the company promised me that it will give me one month salary according to salary of the previous company. But the company never give me. During that time, I got an offer letter of Singapore job. Annual salary was $35,000. Promise for salary hike was on 6 months. But I didn't join that company. Firstly HR team of Artech Infosystem became unhappy and I was worrying about my marriage.

After leaving job, I thought to hide my professional identity. For this, I used my given name on oDesk etc freelance website. But the website was knowing my real name. Because I connected my own more than one bank accounts.

In 2010, on freelance website, I used to earn $20/hr. Sunali Aggarwal knew my professional identity from my ISP, Airtel. Sunali Aggarwal proposed me full time job. She called me. I reached her location and found that it was a residential location. It was a joke. Then she told me to wait nearby Coffee cafe. She came after waiting for half hour. It was a joke. Firstly she was speaking too soft to listen. I needed to bend to listen her voice. It was a joke. Then she talked about 15,000 rs monthly salary. It was a joke. She had already seen my freelance profile that I had contracts at the rate of $20 at that time. I don't know by what thinking, she was proposing me salary of 15,000 rs. I frustrated on the behavior of Sunali Aggarwal.

Since curse and wish strongly affect me (Yes, believe or not, but it is true. Supernatural events happen in natural way to accomplish the curse and wish of others. I have observed this since my childhood.). I couldn't earn more than 15,000 rs no matter my earn rate was $20/hr. What used to finished after monthly expenditure. Now I know that Sunali Aggarwal called me to confirm my oDesk profile. Now I was worrying on oDesk and I was not accepting fixed-price contract on oDesk. (Later I saw that Sunali Aggarwal made her profile on Elance website and she was keeping her rate $15/hr. But she couldn't get any contract at that time.). Girls troubled me in company and girls troubled me outside my company for my professional life.

I started a bible project on oDesk. The client brought me on Elance website after pausing his oDesk account. On Elance, the client opened more than one hourly contracts for the same project by becoming more than one client on Elance. He partially paid me in each contract. He used to tell me that he will pay me once the project is being completed. He used to pay me by Western Union in little amount. When the project completed, rather than paying those hourly contracts, he proposed to pay by fixed contract. I needed to ready for this. I was worrying whether the client give me bad feedback. So I proposed him for 3 fixed-price contracts. The client paid me $2,000. I shared partial code according to $2,000. Behind me, the client rumored the support team of the Elance that I opened more than one profile on Elance website.

At the time of money withdrawal, Elance website demanded my identity. I used the same given name on Elance, but I connected my own bank accounts on Elance for my verification. From where could I bring identity proof for my given name? Then dispute between me and Elance... Why didn't Elance demand before opening the contract (or even before ending the contract)? Elance blocked my profile (I have refunded $1,000 to client and $1,000 is still in Elance website.). The client asked me my another freelance profile. I talked about Guru. The client was ready to pay me on Guru. I gave him my profile link on Guru. Since I didn't work on any project on Guru, the client declined to pay me on guru.com by giving some none-sense reason. Then he talked about oDesk. I became ready for this. The client opened 3 contracts on oDesk one by one. In the first contract, the client paid me $1,000 and ended the contract. 5 Stars feedback from both side. Then I refunded $1,000 from Elance website. The client started second contract and paid me $1,000 and ended contract and again 5 stars feedback both side. Then the client started 3rd contract, I told him, "Let me withdraw the money firstly for which I have shared the code. Because in real sense, you haven't deposited money to oDesk. Please deposit money to oDesk. So that I may withdraw the money". The client deposited money to oDesk and when I was going to withdraw the money, the client complained the website that I never gave code to him and I cheated him all of the three contracts. oDesk refunded the deposit money by the client and warned me to share code to the client. What a funny judgement? If oDesk refunded the deposit to the client, why is oDesk talking about sharing code to the client? It was a cheating. I shared code of $2,000, but the client paid me $1,000. I tried to explain on oDesk, one can cheat in the first contract, how can the second contract be started without resolving the issue of the first contract? There was dispute between me and oDesk and abused too. oDesk blocked my profile. Then I understood the intention of my client to get all of my freelance profiles blocked. In the last, I got call from the main person Issac Aggarwal on behalf of that client. I abused him and the Issac Aggarwal stopped picking my call. 

There were a few clients with whom I was working directly through PayPal. Then those direct clients stopped communicating me.

I was living in J Block, Sector 22, Noida. My landlord lady entered in my flat with mobs by saying that I'm raping a girl. The mobs checked my flat. There was no girl in my flat. Now I live in E Block, Sector 22, Noida. On the upper floor, there is a girl named Sanjana. On the lower floor, a few boys of bad behavior came. I was worrying whether these boys harm Sanjana. Later those boys left the floor and Naveen Chhakkar and Kulbhushan Sharma of good behavior came in the lower floor. Then I felt comfortable. Now I keep my flat locked from outside and I feel absolute comfortable. So for women, not only company block and outside block, but also lock from outside.

Three years, I proposed verbally, by telephone and internet that I can decrease crime against women without any effort. But for this, you guys will need to listen and for this, I'm accepting torture to death. It was really ultimate challenge which is not possible by 7 billions. All of my mutual funds and shares were broken in these three years what I earned during my regular job. And woman misunderstood that I was making them a laughing stock. These 49% women of one billion have become my enemies and now I have decided not to speak about them no matter they are interested in knowing my solution or not.

Then I used the identity card of the son of my cook. There is an agreement that I will pay him 25% of my earning. I'm an employee of the son of my cook. In real sense, I should not go to oDesk (UpWork). Because there was dispute between UpWork and me. But this is the only website, where a contractor can earn on hourly job. Since when people are tracking my freelance profile, I can't accept fixed-price contract anyhow. Once a client proposed me for fixed-price contract on UpWork, mistakenly I accepted offer for a fixed-price contract. The client set due date that night itself and became absent without giving me specification. I kept on waking up in waiting for the client whole night. In the morning, the client came and ended the contract. After ending the contract, the client gave me specification and blamed me for nothing. My job success rate decreased. Then I realized that it was conspiracy to decrease my job success rate. Now even after completing 3 maintenance contracts, my job success rate has decreased from 89% to 83% rather than increasing and it will keep on decreasing. Whereas last time, it was more than 90%. On UpWork, I got 1st position in my first test Wordpress by God grace. On UpWork, when I was attending the second test, a girl named Sanjana of top floor started hammering on the roof and it started playing music "Bukhaar Aaya..." in my block. My ISP, Airtel is giving real-time information what page I'm opening. The more over this, when I didn't complete the whole test, a dialogue box came stating this that I'm the best among other test takers. But it ended the test without completing all of the questions. I got 20% position. All are forcing me to die. After a lot of applying for jobs on UpWork, I got $3/hr with 15 hours weekly limit. But that earning is insufficient. Because I earn less and spend more. So I stopped working. I have mentioned matters related to freelance in the related Facebook account of my freelance profile.

What a women? Now I understand today. I challenged for the well wishing of women on the cost of torture to death. Now these women want my ruin and waiting for die. President of India is also included in this conspiracy. Now I'm waiting for die. The God will judge.

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There is very interesting thing my life; my home blocked, my relatives blocked, companies blocked, going outside blocked, my marriage blocked, locked from outside of my rented flat; now earning on the Internet blocked.

Hindi Version:
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Finally, I will like to say the most important thing that never eat meat and never tease animals, birds etc. If you domesticate cows, buffaloes etc, love them and never fasten a cord in their neck; else you have increased the rate of your destruction. This is based on my group dispute theory what I discussed in my room; and you guys secretly recorded this.

(hutiaram.blogspot.in)